Religiously: The One Who Prayed for Me, and I Lost Her

 

(You can listen to Bailey Zimmerman’s song, “Religiously,” through this music video. This blog entry focuses on many of the themes expressed in the lyrics.)

I once dated a woman I’ll call Rachel. She was everything I needed, even if I did not realize it at the time—faithful, grounded, hardworking, deeply kind, and rooted in her walk with Christ. Rachel did not just believe in me. She believed in the man I could become. She supported my dreams, prayed for me daily, and reminded me that God had a purpose for my life. But I was too distracted to see it. At the time, I had a fixed idea of what I thought love should look like, chasing a media-fueled image of beauty that had nothing to do with real substance or spiritual partnership. I was searching for blonde hair, blue eyes, and a show-stopping entrance instead of appreciating the quiet, enduring beauty already standing beside me.

And so, I walked away. I left behind someone who was truly wife material, someone who would have walked through life with me hand in hand. And I did it all in pursuit of an illusion I never actually found.

The Mayor’s Words

Months passed, and I found myself emotionally drained and spiritually unsettled. I had chased distractions, made poor decisions, and felt like I was going in circles. One day, I shared Rachel’s story with an older man people nicknamed “Mayor” for his wisdom. Mayor resided in the college town where I lived, and he developed a benevolent reputation for helping students in need. He had a way of listening that made individuals feel seen and a way of speaking that cut through to the heart.

“That kind of girl sounds like a keeper,” he said. “She’s one in a million.”

I nodded, the truth settling heavy in my chest. I had let go of someone irreplaceable.

With trembling hands and a heart full of regret, I showed up at Rachel’s workplace with flowers and an apology. I poured out everything I had held inside —how I had failed to see her value, how I had changed, how I wanted another chance.

But she had already moved on.

She told me with grace and calm assurance that she was in a different place now, and she wished me well. And just like that, the door was closed.

In Bailey Zimmerman’s song “Religiously,” there’s a moment when he sings about feeling like life has lost its meaning because he let go of the one person who believed in him. He describes sitting in the back of a church, praying—not out of peace or clarity, but out of heartbreak. That image resonates deeply. I prayed too, but not out of thanksgiving. I prayed because I realized I had lost something I could not get back.

We do this, don’t we? We beg God for guidance, for blessing, for love. And when those things come into our lives quietly and patiently, we fail to recognize them for what they are. We chase the flashy instead of the faithful. We ignore the substance while we chase the spark. And sometimes, by the time we realize what we have lost, it is too late to recover it.

Scripture warns us not to take God's blessings for granted. Proverbs 10:22 reminds us that “The blessing of the Lord brings wealth, without painful toil for it.” True blessings do not come through frantic striving. Instead, they are often steady, gentle, and deeply rooted in peace. Rachel was a gift I did not fully appreciate until it was too late.

Zimmerman reflects this in another line where he confesses that the woman in his life brought him closer to God, but he returned the favor by dragging her through heartache. That lyric hurts because it reflects a truth I lived. Rachel’s faith strengthened mine. Her prayers carried me in moments I did not even know I needed them. But my immaturity, selfishness, and inability to see what mattered most caused pain I could never undo.

Hebrews 12:15 offers a timely warning: “See to it that no one falls short of the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many.” God’s grace is free and abundant, but it does not exempt us from the consequences of our carelessness, especially when it affects someone else’s heart.

The closing lines of Religiously carry the full weight of regret. The artist sings about realizing too late that he let go of the best thing he ever had. That line haunts me because it echoes a truth many of us have lived. We can lose God’s best, not because God withholds it, but because we fail to act when the opportunity is right in front of us.

But my story does not end there. God, in His mercy, brought healing to my heart and wisdom to my steps. And in time, He brought someone new into my life—my wife, Lisa. Lisa has been more than I ever prayed for. She’s wise, gracious, strong, and deeply faithful. She is my partner, my encourager, and the mother of our beautiful children. What I once missed in Rachel became a powerful lesson that shaped how I saw Lisa when she entered my life. This time, I was ready to recognize God’s blessing. I was no longer praying out of regret. With the advice of a loving mother, I was living in gratitude. Because my family and I grew to love Lisa, I eventually asked her to marry me.

You do not want to live with the kind of sorrow that only hindsight can heal. Look at your life today. Who is there that you might be overlooking? Are you so focused on chasing the wrong things that you are missing the right ones? Learn from my story. Act now, before regret becomes the loudest voice in your prayers.

Prayer of Significance:

Lord, thank You for the people and blessings You have placed in my life, even the ones I failed to recognize in the past. Forgive me for my shortsightedness, for the ways I chased the wrong things and hurt those who truly loved me. Open my eyes today to what You have given me. Help me to cherish it fully and live with gratitude instead of regret. I thank You especially for my wife, Lisa, and the family we now share, which serves as a reminder of Your grace and redemption in my life. Teach me to be faithful to the blessings in front of me and bold enough to hold on before it is too late. Amen.

 

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When We Stand Together: A Devotion Inspired by the Knoxville Ice Bears

  

(Our family posed at the Knoxville Ice Bears game. Annabelle proudly wore her new ball cap.)

This blog entry is meant to serve as a continuation from the previous narrative that speaks to how the Knoxville Ice Bears’ have become a family tradition. Prior to reading this text, I would encourage you to read the previous blog entry, titled Hockey Nights and Family Lights: How the Ice Bears Bring Us Together, One Game at a Time.

Scripture Focus:

"Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their labor: If either of them falls down, one can help the other up. But pity anyone who fails and has no one to help them up."

—Ecclesiastes 4:9–10 (NIV)

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At a Knoxville Ice Bears game, something special always unfolds—but sometimes the lessons we take home are more than just about hockey.

One evening in the Kid’s Zone at the ice rink, my two-year-old son Jace picked up a rubber hockey puck with wide eyes and a determined little grin. Surrounded by older kids, many of whom had to take multiple tries, Jace stepped up and—with a surprising burst of strength and coordination—hit the puck cleanly into the goal. Not once, but again and again, like a tiny professional. The older children stopped to watch in awe, cheering him on, amazed at what such a small child could do.

It was a proud dad moment, no doubt—but it was also a reminder of something deeper. God equips us at every age and stage, and sometimes He uses the smallest ones to show us the biggest truths.

As I watched Jace, I thought about the Ice Bears' season—a true underdog story. They barely made the playoffs, but once they were in, something changed. They fought for each other. They encouraged each other. And when someone on the opposing team made a dirty play, one of our players would rise to defend his teammate, even if it meant sitting in the penalty box for doing so. That kind of loyalty costs something—but it also speaks volumes.

They may not have been the most skilled team in the league, however, they became the most unified. They stood up, not just for the puck, but for each other.

This is how the Church is meant to function. The Apostle Paul writes about the body of Christ having many parts, each playing a role, working together (1 Corinthians 12). No one part is greater than another, but all are necessary. And sometimes, standing up for one another means taking hits, enduring penalties, or sacrificing personal gain to protect someone else.

When I saw my toddler hitting those pucks, unphased by who was watching, I was reminded that encouragement matters. The awe of the older children? That mattered. Their smiles? That mattered. Jace felt seen. He felt celebrated. And in that moment, I realized just how powerful it is when people come together to lift someone up.

That kind of support echoes what we saw on the ice this past season. The Knoxville Ice Bears did not make their championship run on talent alone—they made it because they played as one. They had each other’s backs. They cheered one another on. They stood together in adversity, even defending each other when things got rough—sometimes taking penalties to protect a teammate from a cheap shot. Their unity created momentum. Their teamwork sparked belief.

In the same way, when the Church builds each other up, we all become more courageous, more faithful, more full of joy. Like the Ice Bears, we face battles. But we are stronger when we move as one. We play better—together. And in the Kingdom of God, that kind of togetherness is what leads to real victory.

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Reflection Questions:

1. Who in your life might need you to “get in the box” for them—to defend, protect, or advocate even if it costs you?
2. Are there people you could encourage today, whether they’re hitting small goals or just trying their best?
3. How are you functioning as a teammate in the body of Christ?

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Prayer:

Lord, thank You for the gift of community and the strength that comes when we stand together. Help me to be an encourager. Help me to protect and lift up those around me, even when it requires sacrifice. Teach me to celebrate others, to support the body of Christ like a true teammate, and to always remember that victory in Your Kingdom looks like unity, not individual achievement. Amen.

(This was one of the first Star Wars theme nights that Lisa, Annabelle, and I attended at an Ice Bears’ game. This picture was taken before Jace was born.)

(Annabelle posed next to her favorite sports mascot, Chilly Bear.)

(Lisa, my wife, is a serious Star Wars Mandalorian fan! She insisted on getting this picture.)

 

(Lisa and I posed with Chill Bear after a hockey game.)

(Deadpool attends every Ice Bears’ game dressed up as the character. This is the Star Wars version of Deadpool, hence the Jedi robe and the lightsaber. The kids wanted to get a picture.)

(I posed with the Knox County mayor, Glen Jacobs. Prior to his community involvement, Jacobs was a professional wrestler named Kane. He was the star guest for the Ice Bears' Wrestling Night.)

(The kids love to take selfies with Daddy at the hockey games. I must admit these family selfies can be a lot of fun!)

(Jace wore this youth jersey to the Ice Bears’ hockey games. As you can tell, it is a little big on him.)

 

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